After a major motorcycle accident - where I hit a highway guiderail - I ended up in hospital and having my right lower leg amputated. It was a difficult and painful goodbye, but it did open up the door to a whole new life; a symbolic death and rebirth. The biggest challenge in my life was to become my greatest strength. The loss of my leg led me to really stand on my own feet and take my place on earth. I found out that I didn't need to look for my freedom any more, because it was already here - inside me.

The phantom pain of the soul

Breaking my leg meant a final break with my past. Despite my leg was no longer visible, I could stil feel it. Some called it phantom pain, but I knew it's something quite different. It was a very old injury; the phantom pain of the soul. It had it's origins in past lives, and those could still be felt in this life, waiting for an intensive healing.  

Multidimenional

Saying goodbye to a part of my leg brought me into contact with a completely different body; my lightbody. That is also described as the aura, the energy body or etheric double. In Egypt, it was called the Ka body (soul), alongside of the Ba (physical body). Energetically speaking, my 'missing' leg was still a part of me, so I was in several worlds simultaneously. I was literally standing with one foot on the earth and the other in an entirely new dimension. This multidimensionality led me to become a spiritual artist, medium and healer. 

Using my creativity, a very strong healing power helped my physical and emotional recovery. It went way faster than my motorcycle would ever have moved me. Recovering from my injuries after my accident I picked up painting and a completely new world opened up for me. This invisible world became visible in my paintings.

Sacred geometry

The symbols that appeared in my paintings were last seen in past cultures, such as in Egypt. This had its origins in Atlantis and Lemuria, but the healing symbolism of the sacred geometry also appeares in the crop circles worldwide. My paintings became works of holographic light, whose structure in different layers have a profound effect on your subconscious. It helps to balance the left and right brain halves, to synchronization the male and female, or the God and Goddess within youself. 

The color black

Black is often avoided in works of art. It is not even recognized as color. But when you mix all colors you will get black, which it is the integration of all the colors; the unity. Black is the unconscious emptiness. The light is not visible, but the potential is already there. The color black is also reflected in the pupil - the black hole in the bright eyes - where we can look directly into the soul. Black holes are also in the universe. Realize that there is light everywhere. It is only visible when there's an object, allowing it to be reflected. Just as the moon reflects the emotions of the sun to the earth. To really change you must face your shadow. Light can only emerge from the darkness, to move yourself, and show your light to the world.